Tab Realm

December by Jules feat. Culan Luke & Tay Iwar


       December



Tuning:E A D G B E
Capo:no capo

[Intro]
E  C#m  A   E
 
[Verse 1]
E               C#m
December hit me running
 
i’m still in a summer haze.
E                      C#m
I think it’s seasonal depression
 
in a less traditional sort of way.
E                       C#m
And i stopped drinking coffee
 
I didn’t like the way it burned
E
but I still breathed you in
          C#m                        A
when your eyes were fire and mine got burned.
 
[Pre-Chorus]
A
I hope you look through my window
 
late at night,
        E
see me staring in the mirror
C#m
crying ‘cause you called me again
                  A
and i want you to see me with my knees to my chest
            E
holding my cold hands to the ceiling
                         C#m
making sense of what you said.
A
ooooooooo
 
[Chorus]
E
if you did or didn’t mean it.
 C#m
If you did, would I believe it?
                 A
No, that isn’t an invitation,
                             E
I still want you to leave me alone.
E
It’s christmas and i’m angry
C#m                                         A
I’ll still be screaming when it’s New year’s eve
                 E
when the firework constellations
                 C#m
show me i am not alone.
                 Am
so put down your phone
       E
and go home.
 
[Verse 2]
E
I’m touch deprived and careless
C#m
but i’m scared of intimacy.
E
It shouldn’t be this hard to care less,
C#m
I’m goin’ back to therapy.
 
[Bridge]
       A
Told a friend that i’m not angry.
         E
I’m just disappointed, envious
  Am
that you could say those things
E
just take it back.
 
A
I don’t want one more apology.
     E
If i could, i’d stop listening
Am
but i heard everything,
E
just take it back
 
[Pre-Chorus]
 
A
I hope you look through my window
 
late at night,
        E
see me staring in the mirror
C#m
crying “i don’t wannna pretend”
                  A
and i want you to see me with my knees to my chest
            E
holding our all hope that you’ll leave me
                         C#m
Wish I’d used some common sense
A
ooooooooo
 
[Chorus]
 
E
if you did or didn’t mean it.
 C#m
Doesn’t matter, i believed it.
                 A
total disassociation
                    E
Do i have to do this on my own?
E
Doc. said the wound’s not closing
C#m                                         A
And as it bled i thought of you and me.
                 E
you said you’d love me tomorrow
                 C#m
while you cut me to the bone.
        Am
It’s time to go
   E
i know.
 
[Outro]
 
C#m   A  E
i know.




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