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A Beautiful Disaster Full Album by Jelly Roll (US, Nashville, TN)



      A Beautiful Disaster Full Album



Tuning:E A D G B E
Capo:no capo

1. The Bottom
2. I Need You
3. Nothing Left At All
4. Suicide
5. Bottle and Mary Jane
6. Creature (Ft. Krizz Kaliko & Tech N9ne)
7. Tears Could Talk (Ft. Bailee Ann)
8. Staring at a Stranger (Ft. Struggle Jennings)
9. Love Me (Ft. Brianna Harness)
10. Jesus and Rock and Roll (Ft. Lil Wyte)
11. Life (Ft. Brix)
12. Pill Talking
 



1. The Bottom
 



[Intro]
 
Fm C Fm C Fm Cm C Fm C
 
[Verse 1]
 
Fm
Smoking and blowing and choking on reefer
C
I swear to God that I feel like Kalifah
Fm
There's so much smoke that I need me a breather
     C
This ain't sativa baby this the sleeper
    Fm
Sip some tequila, ooh up for diesel
       Cm                      C7
I'm at war with these demons I need me some Jesus
  Fm
I stare at the steeple cause I'm a believer
    C
And I know some people that died from a needle
Fm
High as the fucking sky
                     C
Welcome to the other side
          Fm
This that cocaine lullaby
    C
How to pimp a butterfly
    Fm
Got partners that fighting cases
Cm                     C
Partners that's try'na play me
     Fm
More partners that's acting shady
    C
But hide behind smiling faces (smiling faces)
Fm                             C
This game is so cold and I put that on everything
Fm
It's part of the show
C
That's what they keep on telling me
Fm                  C
The people you know are the ones with jealousy
Fm
But I gotta go
C
This shit's out of control (control)
 
[Chorus]
 
Fm                         C
All my friends are losers (losers,losers)
Fm            C
All of us are users (users,users)
Fm          C                      Fm
There is no excuses the game is so ruthless
                 C                    Fm       C     Fm
The truth is the bottom is where we belong, oohh, oohh
    C                    Fm      Cm  C  Fm
The bottom is where we belong, oohh, oohh
    C                    Fm
The bottom is where we belong (belong, belong)
 
[Bridge]
 
           C
Now listen here bubba
            Fm
If I say it I mean it
                         C
If I tell you a donkey's finna shit ice cream
                Fm
You should grab a bucket and a spoon
                    C               Cm
If I tell you a jackrabbit can pull a house
                                 C
You better get that little motherfucker a harness, you hear me
 
[Verse 2]
 
Fm
Every time that I walk out the door
    C
Put one in the chamber and pray to the lord
Fm
I found my peace preparing for war
     C7
Keep checking the rear-view, I'm so paranoid
Fm
Come from the bottom where talk is cheap
C
All of my partners are still in the streets
Fm
Did this for Chizzle, may he rest in peace
C
Came out the dirt like a pair of cleats
Fm
Rose from the crack, straight out the bottom
    C
The police is watching, hot as a sauna
Fm
Do all that talking, deal with the drama
C
And end up with trauma, that's on my mama
Fm
I'm with the bullshit, don't want no problems
               C
Why do the men always wanna gossip?
Fm
But all the women always keep it solid
C
Don't even bother I won't even hollar
 
[Chorus]
 
Fm                 C
All my friends are losers (losers, losers)
Fm            C
All of us are users (users, users)
Fm          C                      Fm
There is no excuses the game is so ruthless
                 C                    Fm      Cm    C  Fm
The truth is the bottom is where we belong, oohhoo, oohhoo
    Cm     C             Fm       Cm      Fm
The bottom is where we belong, oohhoo, oohhoo
    Cm                   Fm
The bottom is where we belong
 




2. I Need You




 
 [Intro]
 
Bm G
               Bm
Father forgive me, For I know I have sinned
G Em G Bm
 
[Verse 1]
 
                                G
Close my eyes and I pray, Cause I feel the sky's falling on me (The sky's 
falling on me)
Bm                           G                     Em                 G
And the wall's caving in and I feel like I just cannot breath (Like I just 
cannot breath)
Bm                     G
And I feel like (And I feel like)
              Bm                       G
I may lose my mind, This is real life (real life)
           Em   G  Bm
Can anyone hear my cries (cries)
 
[Pre-Chorus]
 
         G
Will you forgive me? (Will you forgive me?)
        Bm
I can't shake this depression and I'm always stressing
    G
And nobody feels me
 
[Chorus]
 
Em   G Bm
Baby I need you (Baby I need you)
     G
Baby I need you (Baby I need you)
        Bm
No more bargaining back and forth
                  G         Em
Arguing's what we agreed to
 
[Bridge]
 
G    Bm            G
If I fall out into space
     Bm                  G      Em
Will my problems finally fade?
 
[Verse 2]
 
G Bm
I need you, I keep rolling and smoking
    G
And blowing to deal with these problems (Deal with these problems)
Bm                          G                        E             G
I keep drinking and popping these pills but it never resolves 'em (Never 
resolves 'em)
Bm
And I feel like (And I feel like)
G               Bm                        G
It's my time to bloom, This is real life (Real life)
          Em G        Bm
I'm 'bout to explode (Explode)
 
[Pre-Chorus]
 
         G
Will you forgive me? (Will you forgive me?)
        Bm
I can't shake this depression and I'm always stressing
    G
And nobody feels me
 
[Chorus]
 
Em   G Bm
Baby I need you (Baby I need you)
     G
Baby I need you (Baby I need you)
        Bm
No more bargaining back and forth
                  G          Em
Arguing's what we agreed to
 
[Bridge]
 
G    Bm            G
If I fall out into space
        Bm               G      E
Will my problems finally fade?
G    Bm            G
If I fall out into space
        Bm               G      E
Will my problems finally fade?
 
[Outro]
 
G Bm
I need you
 



3. Nothing Left At All
 



[Chorus]
 
 Am               G
Stayed up late patiently waiting
 F
Wishing you could call
Am                   G
Dreaming of memories lost in time
F
Knowing they're all gone
     Am                    G
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
    F
And throw it against the wall
                Am
The higher you fly
      G           F
The harder you fall
 F                   G       Am
Till there's nothing left at all
 
[Verse 1]
 
Am
Four in the morning I cannot sleep
G
I am depressed sitting up in my bed
    F
The demons are roaring they're bothering me
F                        G
I'm sitting here with a gun to my head
Am
Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed?
G
Does that mean that my problems will leave?
F
Get rid of what's bothering me?
F                       G
Does that mean that I'm finally free
   Am
I think of my daughter I think of my wife
   G
I think of my brothers I think of my life
  F
I can't leave them with bad news
F
My life is a crap-shoot
          G
I'm just shaking the dice
      Am
Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
      G
I can hear you say (I can hear you say)
     F
Son just be strong (Son just be strong)
 F                               G
You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
 Am
Tell the truth, I don't feel that way
     G
I still feel fucked up to this day
      F
Even when I'm high I just sit and cry
  F                       G
And wonder why I still feel this pain
       Am
I wish Heaven wasn't so far away
   G
I wish I could visit just for a day
    F
I still had so much left to say
  F                 G
Bow our heads and let us pray
 
[Chorus]
 
 Am               G
Stayed up late patiently waiting
 F
Wishing you could call
Am                   G
Dreaming of memories lost in time
F
Knowing they're all gone
     Am                    G
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
    F
And throw it against the wall
                Am
The higher you fly
      G           F
The harder you fall
 F                   G       Am
Till there's nothing left at all
 
[Verse 2]
 
Am
I feel like my past will allow me to grow
 G
Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul
 F
Why am I spiraling out of control?
F                     G
I cannot get myself out of this hole
Am
I keep trying, I keep crawling
     G
The sound of silence, I hear it calling
F
I was flying, now I'm falling
F                                 G
My health declining, I'm an alcoholic
        Am
There's no one else, it's just myself
 G
Alone in thought, I stand and dwell
        F
I'm the go-to guy, so who do I
   F                      G
So who do I go to when I need some help?
 Am
No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own
     G
If misery loves company then why am I alone?
  F
I pour another drink just to get in my zone
   F                            G
I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't
        Am
Let me face the facts (Face the facts)
             G
Wish I could take it back (Take it back)
              F
Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black)
F                                        G
Wish I could change the past (Change the past)
Am                          G
But in my mind I wish that I could rewind
        F                                        G
Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time
G        Am
But I can't
 
[Chorus]
 
 Am               G
Stayed up late patiently waiting
 F
Wishing you could call
Am                   G
Dreaming of memories lost in time
F
Knowing they're all gone
     Am                    G
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
    F
And throw it against the wall
                Am
The higher you fly
      G           F
The harder you fall
 F                   G       Am
Till there's nothing left at all
 




4. Suicide
 



[Intro]
 
Bm
        Bm                           G
I don't know what I would do without you
        G                     D       Bm
I don't know where I would be without you
        Bm                              G
I don't know if I could breathe without you
        G
I don't know if I could live
 
[Verse 1]
 
          Bm
Give me a Xanax bar, I ain't coming down
            Bm
Gas through a flame of the sparks, I can't shut it down
       G
I been chasing these stars, the sun's coming out
          G
The pupil in my eyes the size of a dime
D
My nose is runny now
Bm
Lord, please forgive me of my sins
          Bm
What's it take to get these problems to start coming to an end
     G
Buck 50 on the desk, I'm touching on the whip
        G                                     D
And I'm thinking I'm bout to drive this motherfucker off a cliff
      Bm
I'm a ball of flames
                         Bm
And if it wasn't for us, and it wasn't for love
                       G
I'd throw it all away, I would've emptied the clip
             G
But that all switched the first time you called my name
 
[Bridge]
 
       Bm
Before you, I was out here sitting in the rain
       Bm
Before you, I was out here living with the pain
       G
Before you
                                           G
I was out here wishing I could change on a collision course
                                    Bm
I was playing chicken with a train (train)
                                  Bm
You're the one that I'm loyal to (loyal to)
                                    G
You're the one that I'm devoted to (devoted to)
                                G
Need a change and it's overdue, overdue, nothing in life matters when I'm 
holding you
 
[Chorus]
 
Bm
I remember that night that you asked what's on my mind
Bm                                          G
And I looked you in the eyes and I told you suicide (suicide)
G           D
Suicide (suicide)
Bm                                      Bm
It's like the harder I try only made me realize without you by my side
                G
I wouldn't even be alive (be alive)
           G         D                   Bm                Bm
I wouldn't be alive, without you it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)
                    B        G                 G
Without you it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide, suicide)
                           Bm                Bm
Only love can save me from suicide (suicide, suicide)
                             G                 G
Without you it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide, suicide)
     D
Only love can save me from me
 
[Verse 2]
 
Bm
Life's taking it's toll on me slowly
Bm
And you're the only one that really knows me
G
When we met I mixed Sprite with the codeine
G                         D
If you wasn't in my life, I would've OD'd
Bm
Came through the storm, dealt with the rising flood
       Bm
Levels coldhearted ice is pumping through my blood vessels
G
I'll never know what you see in this fucking drug dealer
G                         D
Written in blood whenever I sent you a love letter
Bm
I'm going back to my hole from the start
Bm                             G
I even swam with the sharks or alone in the dark, cause that's all I know
G
Until you came and lit a match in my soul
Bm
You're who I need when I'm feeling stressed
           Bm
You're the calm to my storm when I feel upset
    G
You help every time that I feel depressed
          G                                       B
A ticking time bomb with less than a minute left (left)
Bm
I swear to God I could blow at any second (any second)
Bm
Been here before and never learned my lesson (learned my lesson)
G
I don't know why I'm always second-guessing (second-guessing)
G
But you're the only one
N.C.
That I never question
 
[Chorus]
 
Bm                                          G
I remember that night that you asked what's on my mind
                                            G
And I looked you in the eyes and I told you suicide (suicide)
G           D
Suicide (suicide)
Bm                                         Bm
It's like the harder I try only made me realize without you by my side
                G
I wouldn't even be alive (be alive)
           G         D                   Bm                Bm
I wouldn't be alive, without you it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)
                    B        G                 G
Without you it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide, suicide)
                           Bm                Bm
Only love can save me from suicide (suicide, suicide)
                    G                 G
Without you it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)
     D                     Bm
Only love can save me from me
 
[Outro]
 
        Bm                           G
I don't know what I would do without you
        G                             Bm
I don't know where I would be without you
        Bm                              G
I don't know if I could breathe without you
        G
I don't know if I could live
Bm Bm G
 




5. Bottle and Mary Jane
 




[Intro]
 
Em Em Em Em
G G G A
Em Em Em Em
G G G A
Em Em
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                    F# G                      A
Lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane
Em                            F#   G
No matter what I take, I feel the same
                      A
I been bound by these shackles and chains
Em                               F#    G                         A
A man of convictions, damn these addictions, just can't be tamed
Em                      F# G                      A
So lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane
 
[verse 1]
 
Em                                                        F#  G
Coming down a back road, a cloud of fat smoke rolling out my window
G                                             A
Even though I'm damaged, I'm standing on all ten toe
Em                                        F#   G
I'm lost, where I should go from here, I don't know
G                                     A
Eyes gloss but the pain on my face, I won't show
Em                                        F#  G
A prisoner inside my mind, I can't get out of here
G                                               A
I don't know why I ignore signs when they're so loud and clear
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                    F# G                      A
Lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane
Em                            F#   G
No matter what I take, I feel the same
                      A
I been bound by these shackles and chains
Em                               F#    G                         A
A man of convictions, damn these addictions, just can't be tamed
Em                      F# G                      A
So lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane
 
[verse 2]
 
Em                                                   F#  G
No one else to turn to so I burn through another bag of pine
G                                          A
Courage is a virtue, it refers to this life of mine
Em                                            F#  G
I could drink a fifth of liquor and feel like I'm fine
G                               A
I know even then, I'd never be satisfied
Em                                                   F#  G
I cannot pay the bills, pop a couple pills, and just get by
G                                                         A
Wouldn't change the pain I feel Seeing tears spill out my daughter's eyes
Em                                           F#    G
So I pop the top on this bottle and pour it all nice
G                                       A
When I'm wrong is the only time I feel right
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                    F# G                      A
Lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane
Em                            F#   G
No matter what I take, I feel the same
                      A
I been bound by these shackles and chains
Em                               F#    G                         A
A man of convictions, damn these addictions, just can't be tamed
Em                      F# G                      A
So lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane
 




6. Creature (Ft. Krizz Kaliko & Tech N9ne)
 





[Intro]
 
C#m A B C#m A
 
[Verse 1]
 
          C#m                            E
There's a monster under my bed and at my window there's a dragon
  A                                           B
I accepted the challenge, it turned me into a savage
C#m
I broke a promise to myself again
A
I don't know why I am so vulnerable
C#m         E
They try to help but I won't let them in
A                           B
I guess rock bottom's where I'm comfortable
C#m                            E
Both my feet planted when most people would've panicked
  A                                              B        C#m
I embraced the storm, I found beauty in what was damaged
        E                       A
I'm not afraid of the boogieman
          B                              C#m
Instead I look at him like he's a friend
              E                              A
There's not a monster out there in the world
                            B
That's scarier than the one that's within
 
[Chorus]
 
C#m           A
There's a creature in my closet
           B
I can hear him rumbling 'round
C#m             A
The demons screaming in the distance
        B               C#m
Creates such a humbling sound
                   A
The monster that's outside my window
          B
He's like family to me now
C#m                E              A
The things that people are afraid of
      B      C#m
Never let me down
 
[Verse 2]
 
                  E
Not a sadist, no, but I'm hated so
A
The religious freaks say I'm the biggest beast
              B
And that I've made it grow
C#m
When I spray this flow, I created more
A
Creatures unlike when I heated the mic
                                 B              C#m
I'm a breed of the night but I'm tainted though
       E
By the darkness I'm binded
  A
I sparked it and shined it
                    B       C#m
They find it 'cause mine is whoa
              E
For that they labeled me a demon seed
       A
Wanted disable N9na, see him bleed
                               B      C#m
Hinder me fatally and see them greed, no-oh (Chea!)
                  E
You would not believe the creature inside me
       A
If you deceive Khalifahs are lively
                        B
We disagree when people defy me
          C#m
Or try'na take his
                     E
Whatever the fuckery taught him, you don't wanna break this
    A
You forsake his, what is sacred?
                                    B
Then it's over, no matter what your faith is
      C#m
I'm a creature
 
[Chorus]
 
              A
There's a creature in my closet
           B
I can hear him rumbling 'round
C#m             A
The demons screaming in the distance
        B
Creates such a humbling sound
C#m                E             A
The monster that's outside my window
          B
He's like family to me now
C#m                E              A
The things that people are afraid of
      B      C#m
Never let me down
 
[Verse 3]
 
                   E
Yeah, I managed to get myself in trouble, all of this pain
A                                             B
Yeah, I'm down and the double-dosing liquor's always to blame
C#m                    E
If I could keep myself sober, I'd keep my hands to myself
A                                                         C#m
I take a shot and it's over, that's how I end up in Hell (I do)
               E
I hope I don't pass it down to my offspring (Yeah)
A
They get everything from their daddy
                          B
Feel like I'm addicted to all things (Yeah)
C#m
Yeah, there's no reason to change
E
I've gone too far now
    A
And I'm stuck in my ways
B               C#m
Back at the bar now
                          E
They said I'm a flirt and they right, Yeah, I ain't perfect, aight? (Yeah)
A
So when I'm thirsty and perking
    B                                                 C#m
And purposely searching for something it's hurting me so
                           E
I just get back up and go, I just back out of a show
              A
That's how it go, I knock the back out a ho
                           B
And next night act I don't know (Okay)
C#m
I think they be laughing at me
E
Hands be grabbing at me
          A
Feel like God let it happen to me, that'd be blasphemy
    B                                        C#m
And atleast it be happening naturally (Okay, yeah)
  E
I think I better let it go (Yeah)
A
Either that or I gotta let her know
    B          C#m
And I can't do that
 
[Chorus]
 
              A
There's a creature in my closet
           B
I can hear him rumbling 'round
C#m             A
The demons screaming in the distance
        B
Creates such a humbling sound
C#m                E             A
The monster that's outside my window
          B
He's like family to me now
C#m                E              A
The things that people are afraid of
  B          C#m
Never let me down
 



7. Tears Could Talk (Ft. Bailee Ann)
 




[Intro]
 
F#m D E A
F#m D E A
 
[Verse 1]
 
   F#m
Lately I've been reflecting
      D
Stuck at this intersection
      E                             A
Can't figure which way to go to get myself out this depression
     F#m
Wonderin' if it's worth it
     D
Wonderin' while I'm searchin'
     E                                  A
Wonderin' if I'll find out that nothing is ever perfect
         F#m
I wonder if God can hear me
      D
Never felt more deserted
     E
Feel like I'll never flourish
           A
I've never felt more discouraged
       F#m                       D
Got to be more to life than just living and dying
        E                              A
A cloud of smoke behind me now because the bridge is on fire
          F#m                             D
I used to think it was cool to hustle but now I know
             E                             A
That I can't buy my way to Heaven with the drugs I sold
               F#m                                  D
Lord won't you guide the way for me 'cause I've got both eyes closed
       E                                   A
And if Moses can part the sea then help me just let go
 
[Chorus]
 
F#m
Whoa
D
Whoa
E    C#m
Whoa
   Bm    F#m               D
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
  E                  C#m
I wonder what they'd say
Bm
Whoa
F#m
Whoa
D     E    C#m
Whoa, whoa
    Bm        F#m      D
All the times we lost
        E                   C#m
We lose ourselves along the way
Bm       F#m
If these tears could talk (If these tears could talk)
D        E                 C#m
If these tears could talk (If these tears could talk)
   Bm       F#m         D
If my tears could talk (If these tears could talk)
  E                  E
I wonder what they'd say
 
[Verse 2]
 
F#m
Momma's got an addiction
            D
But running for way too long
         E
She been playing the same old game
        A                                F#m
And she hasn't been the same since I was little
                  D
She used to be my shoulder to cry on
         E
When the hurricane came and
A                       F#m
Nobody was there to say Amen
             D
I used to be Momma's little baby
E                     A
But now I look at her like she's the villain
F#m                      D
She was disguised as the Joker
                         E
Now I'm feelin' like I'm Batman
                        A
when I'm looking in the mirror, and my vision's clearer
F#m                         D
I did my truth don't livin' under a rock
      E
Pause on my heart
         A
I need a key for the lock
         F#m                           D
If tears could really talk, here's the story they would tell
    E                          A
Now listen closely as my tears begin to yell
 
[Chorus]
 
F#m
Whoa
D
Whoa
E     C#m
Whoa
   Bm    F#m               D
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
  E                  C#m
I wonder what they'd say
Bm
Whoa
F#m
Whoa
D     E     C#m
Whoa, whoa
    Bm  F#m            D
All the times we lost (times we lost)
        E                   C#m
We lose ourselves along the way
   Bm          F#m         D
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
         E                 C#m
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
   Bm       F#m         D
If my tears could talk (tears could talk)
  E                  E       Bm
I wonder what they'd say
F#m
Whoa
D
Whoa
E     C#m
Whoa
   Bm          F#m         D
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
  E                  C#m
I wonder what they'd say
Bm
Whoa
F#m
Whoa
D     E     C#m
Whoa, whoa
    Bm  F#m            D
All the times we lost (times we lost)
           E                C#m
We lose ourselves along the way
Bm       F#m               D
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
         E           E
If these tears could talk (tears could talk)
   F#m            F#m         D
If my tears could talk (tears could talk)
  E           E          F#m
I wonder what they'd say
 




8. Staring at a Stranger (Ft. Struggle Jennings)
 




[Intro]
 
Bm Em G Em B Bm G
 
[Verse 1]
 
     Bm
I've came to the point, I must make a decision, this money is cool but you 
can't take it with you
G
Lord I'm just grinding and making a living, I make it so vivid with painting a
 picture
Bm
I look in the mirror, feel like I'm lost, I do not recognize that man at all
G
Started to build without counting the cost, we're all the same at the foot of 
the cross (cross)
Bm
And if I told you that my life's on the line (on the line)
G
Would you give a fuck at all (all)
Bm
And if I told you I was led by the blind (the blind)
G
Would you believe me when I said what they saw (saw)
 
[Chorus]
 
Bm                  G          A
There's a monster inside of my head (my head)
  Em
I feel like I'm in danger
Bm                      G       A
Cause every time that I look at myself (myself)
    Em
I'm staring at a stranger
Bm
Whoa
G
Whoa
A
Whoa
    Em
I'm staring at a stranger
Bm
Whoa
G
Whoa
A
Whoa
Em
I don't recognize myself
 
[Verse 2]
 
Bm
I made it out of the mud by doing dirt my soul is filthy (uh)
G
Covering up the smell of all of my guilt with Gucci gilded (ooh)
Bm
Ugly truth in the mirror starin' back, never looked this pretty
G
Findin' peace by losin' myself in self pity, please forgive me
Bm
Feelin' low, I'm trapped in a cage of expectations set too high
G
Fightin' to live but start to get jealous of all the ones who get to die
Bm
Ready to ride, our war's inside, pickin' a side, it's hard to decide
G
Split down the middle, the great divide, is where all my demons lie
 
[Chorus]
 
Bm                G            A
There's a monster inside of my head
  Em
I feel like I'm in danger
Bm                      G       A
Cause every time that I look at myself
    Em
I'm staring at a stranger
Bm
Whoa
G
Whoa
A
Whoa
    Em
I'm staring at a stranger
Bm
Whoa
G
Whoa
A
Whoa
Em                Bm      G
I don't recognize myself
 
[Outro]
 
                           Bm
I'm staring at a stranger (stranger)
G
I don't recognize myself
 




9. Love Me (Ft. Brianna Harness)
 




[Intro]
 
Em G C C D
 
[Verse]
 
Em
I come from the bottom, I ain't ever had the upper hand
G
I will put it all on the line, I have no other plan
C
I am at war with myself, Do you really understand?
C                               D
Would you love me if you really knew just how fucked up I am?
Em
Some days I wonder if I disappear would anybody care
G
Some days I wish that somebody was here but there's nobody there
C
Ask me where I'd rather be than here, I'll say anywhere
C                            D
I just roll another stick of gas and put it in the air
Em
Come on let's have a conversation, I'll show you how pain feels
G
I can take you to a place where everyone's on pain pills
C
And the kind of pain we feel is something pills can't heal
C                              D
You won't feel me if you ain't never struggled to pay bills
Em
Lord strike me dead if I'm lying
G
Been in the belly of the beast, Went head to head with the lion
C
Ever heard a baby cryin' 'cause it's hungry and it's tired?
     C                    D
Ever seen a single mother that struggles to buy diapers, I have
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                        G
Sit alone in a dark room, Sayin' prayers to the lord
C                          C         D
I keep seein' the signals, But don't know what they're for
Em                         G
In my mind I'm a prisoner, Sittin' on death row
C                            C      D
I keep hearin' the whispers, Sayin' don't let go
Em                    G
If I said I'm afraid
          C                  C       D
Would you love me, Would you love me
Em                      G
If I showed you my pain
          C                  C
Would you love me, Would you love me
D
The same
 
[Verse]
 
Em                      G
Does a star's light die if there's no one looking
C                      C                D
A recipe for disaster, my demons are cooking
Em                              G
Drink of regret, I've been left by some car keys
C                             C         D
Celebrate my pay with my name on the markings
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                        G
Sit alone in a dark room, Sayin' prayers to the lord
C                          C         D
I keep seein' the signals, But don't know what they're for
Em                         G
In my mind I'm a prisoner, Sittin' on death row
C                            C      D
I keep hearin' the whispers, Sayin' don't let go
Em                   G
If I said I'm afraid
          C                  C        D
Would you love me, Would you love me
Em                 G
If I showed you my pain
          C                  C       D
Would you love me, Would you love me
 
[Chorus]
 
Em
Sit alone in a dark room (Sit alone in a dark room)
G
Sayin' prayers to the lord (Sayin' prayers to the lord)
C
I keep seein' the signals (I keep seein' the signals)
C         D
But don't know what they're for (But don't know what they're for)
Em
In my mind I'm a prisoner (In my mind I'm a prisoner)
G
Sittin' on death row (Sittin' on death row)
C
I keep hearin' the whispers (I keep hearin' the whispers)
C      D             Em
Sayin' don't let go (Sayin' don't let go)
 
[Outro]
 
Am C Dm G Am C
Dm G Am A Dm G
Am Dm G Am
 



10. Jesus and Rock and Roll (Ft. Lil Wyte)
 





[Intro]
 
Gm Gm Cm Cm
Gm Gm Cm Cm
Gm
 
[Chorus]
 
          Gm                         Cm
I've been drinking under neon lights
      Cm                    Gm
Where that country music flows
Gm                      Cm
Had my share of cocaine nights
           Cm                    Gm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll
         Gm                       Cm
My momma used to say I'd pay that price
           Cm                Gm
I told her hip-hop sinned my soul
            Gm               Cm
So when you hear that guitar ring
        Cm               Gm            Gm
We gon' let that 808 explode (explode, explode)
  Cm
Whoa
        Cm               Gm                    Gm
We gon' let that 808 explode (explode, explode)
  Cm
Whoa
           Cm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll
 
[Verse 1]
 
Gm
Every weekend it goes up, everyone knows us
Gm
Hop in my whip, when I dip I do donuts
Cm
With a bad bitch and her friends and I'm tow up
Cm
Drinkin' we throw up they fuckin' my nose up
Gm
Tennessee born, Tennessee raised
Gm
Man I'm so stuck in my Tennessee ways
    Cm
Ten drinks ain't enough we should double it up
        Cm
And get so fucked up I can't remember my name
Gm
I love tequila, I love the women
Gm
I love smokin' on killer shit
    Cm                                    Cm
And I love them loud guitars with those 808s, I swear I be feelin' it
Gm
I'm numb from the taste, I can't feel my face
Gm
My heart starts to race, and I'm really lit
    Cm
And I know that I'm really feelin' it
     Cm                                                   Gm
When I start slurrin' my sentences (slurrin' my sentences)
 
[Chorus]
 
          Gm                      Cm
I've been drinking under neon lights
Cm                       Gm
Where that country music flows
Gm                      Cm
Had my share of cocaine nights
           Cm                    Gm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll
         Gm                       Cm
My momma used to say I'd pay that price
            Cm                Gm
I told her hip-hop sinned my soul
            Gm                    Cm
So when you hear that guitar ring
        Cm                Gm                   Gm
We gon' let that 808 explode (explode, explode)
  Cm
Whoa
        Cm                Gm                Gm
We gon' let that 808 explode (explode, explode)
  Cm
Whoa (Yeah)
           Cm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll (Lil Wyte)
 
[Verse 2]
 
Gm
Forgive me
                 Gm
I've been on the road, my tank's on empty
     Cm                                 Cm
I've rocked so many shows, did too many drugs, and drank all the whiskey
   Gm
We rock stars
                    Gm
And I know that our fathers are up there listening
    Cm
You name it, we've done it and yeah we still run it
   Cm
My brother and I are so gifted
Gm                                 Gm
Stress lifted off of the shoulders that we like to hold up the world with
     Cm                                 Cm
When Jelly and I are off in the lab, we often get caught in a whirlwind
    Gm
The shit spins, Shrooms kick in
Gm
And the room begins to glow
Cm
Sorry that I'm not sorry
           Cm                    Eb    Gm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll (rock and roll,rock and roll)
 
[Chorus]
 
          Gm                      Cm
I've been drinking under neon lights
      Cm                 Gm
Where that country music flows
Gm                      Cm
Had my share of cocaine nights
           Cm                    Gm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll
         Gm                       Cm
My momma used to say I'd pay that price
           Cm                Gm
I told her hip-hop sinned my soul
            Gm               Cm
So when you hear that guitar ring
        Cm                Gm                Gm
We gon' let that 808 explode (explode, explode)
  Cm
Whoa
        Cm                Gm                Gm
We gon' let that 808 explode (explode, explode)
  Cm
Whoa
           Cm                    Gm                            Gm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll (rock and roll, rock and roll)
  Cm
Whoa
           Cm                    Gm                            Gm
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll (rock and roll, rock and roll)
  Cm
Whoa
           Cm      Eb
Forgive me Jesus I love rock and roll
 




11. Life (Ft. Brix)
 




[Intro]
 
Em Em G C
Em Em G C
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                Em
If I could put my problems in a paper
         G                              C
Then I'd roll 'em up and blow 'em away (away)
Em                Em
If I could find a pill to solve 'em
               G                       A  C
I would take a bottle and I'd be okay (okay)
Em                Em
If I could fit my sorrows in a glass
           G                               C
I'd pour a double shot and drink 'em away (away)
Em               Em
If life was that easy then
                  G                          C             Em
I'd never have to worry for the rest of my days (yeah yeah)
         Em              G            C         D    Em
But life just ain't that easy, oh no,(oh no) no no
     Em                   G                      C
It's taken its toll on me deep down, in my soul (my soul)
 
[Verse 1]
 
Em
Cheers, bottoms up
Em
I wish that I could roll my problems up
             G
Wish I could put 'em in a pill and just swallow 'em
             C
Wish I could swallow 'em every time I pick the bottle up
             Em
Then I would chug, chug
                                   Em
You know that I would kill it, get fucked up, I wish that that would end it
G
Drowning in my liquor meant the drummer would be finished
C
But in reality that would just be the beginning
  Em
I really got a feeling that it's time for me to change
           Em
Instead of really dealing with it, I just keep running away
  G
I gotta start dealing with the shit that's on my plate
         Am        C
But it's hard when I'm sick from the shit that I done ate
        Em
And I'm nauseous (nauseous)
         Em                                          G
And it's hard to sleep at night when I'm turning and tossing (tossing, 
tossing)
         A          D                        Em
And it's hard for a man like me to accept my losses
       Em                  G
Whata, we do now, when you froze inside
                               C
And it's cold outside, and the heat goes out (out,out)
             Em                                Em
When you're already late and you gotta detour cause the streets shutdown 
(shutdown)
         G                                            C
And it's all on you cause you know you can't let your people down
                           Em
You gotta go in beast mode now
 
[Chorus]
 
                  Em
If I could put my problems in a paper
         G                              C
Then I'd roll 'em up and blow 'em away (away)
Em                Em
If I could find a pill to solve 'em
               G                       C
I would take a bottle and I'd be okay (okay)
Em                Em
If I could fit my sorrows in a glass
           G                               C
I'd pour a double shot and drink 'em away (away)
Em               Em
If life was that easy then
                  G                              C           Em
I'd never have to worry for the rest of my days (yeah,yeah)
    Em                   G        C          Em
But life just ain't that easy, oh no, no no (no,no)
     Em                   G                      C
It's taken its toll on me deep down, in my soul (my soul)
 
[Verse 2]
 
Em                             Em
All my life I been fucking up, all my life I been not enough
G                                              C
It's hard to learn to love when your mama just treat you like you ain't 
nothing
              Em
She chose her man over her kids
Em
Stuck with him through a bid
    G
But she won't answer my fucking call
         C                                          Em
Man that shit just bring me to tears but fuck that (fuck that,fuck that)
        Em                                         G
I gotta be strong cause I know my son is watching
                     Am       D                      Em
I gotta make sure my daughter see her daddy thriving
                 Em
Cause these kids gon' do what you do but not what you say
    G                                     Am         D            E     Em
I'm teaching 'em that it's not okay to be just okay, that's never okay (never 
okay)
                  Em                                      G
Feeling stress as I sit and reminisce about my open cases
                         C                                 Em
A nigga meditate just to renovate all of my broken places (places, places)
   Em
On the real I think I need therapy
      G                                          Cmaj7
Cause some of these thoughts I be having just be scaring me
C
Scaring me uh
 
[Chorus]
 
Em                         Em
If I could put my problems in a paper
         G                            Am  C
Then I'd roll 'em up and blow 'em away.. (away)
Em                        Em
If I could find a pill to solve 'em
               G                     Am  C
I would take a bottle and I'd be okay.. (okay)
Em                        Em
If I could fit my sorrows in a glass
           G                             Am  C
I'd pour a double shot and drink 'em away.. (away)
Em                    Em
If life was that easy then
                  G                           A  C           Em
I'd never have to worry for the rest of my days (yeah, yeah)
         Em              G        D          Em
But life just ain't that easy, oh no, no no (no, no)
           Em             G             C        C                 Em
It's taken its toll on me deep down, in my soul (my soul, my soul, my soul)
 
[Outro]
 
     Em              G          C     Em
Life ain't just that easy, oh.. no
            Em                G          C
It's taking a toll on me deep down in my soul
 




12. Pill Talking
 




[Intro]
 
Am                     C
I don't love you baby, that was the pill talking
D              G       C                G
I been running lately, avoiding my real problems
 
[Verse 1]
 
         Am
I'm just sitting here thinking there's gotta be more to life
    C
For everything that I been through, my heart is colder than ice
         D                    G
Man it's frozen, I can't wait till this chapter closes
    C                   G
I'm hopeless, the bible full of pressed roses
Am
Sitting on the counter reminds of times
             C
That my eyes flowed like a fountain, my mind is full of cowards
    D
Memories that I wish I could finally escape
         C                       G
I really wish that happiness had a time and a place
 
[Chorus]
 
Am                            C
One thing I know it's so hard letting go
           D
I hold on (I hold on)
        C              G
To what kills me baby (kills me baby)
Am                         C
Sometimes I know I'd be better alone
             D
I'm so cold (I'm so cold)
       C                       G
I been damaged baby (damaged baby)
Am                     C
I don't love you baby, that was the pill talking
D                 G       C           G
I've been running lately, avoiding my real problems
 
[Verse 2]
 
    Am
I'm addicted to the hurt, I like that shit
     C
And if pain was a women, I would wife that bitch
           D
I take the pin out the grenade, hold it and hug it
             C                                     G
And let that motherfucker blow, I'm so self-destructive
    Am
Two words that describe me, savage and flawed
       C
Cared nothing at all about the damage I cause
       D
I walk out of a thang as fast as I came
      C                          G
Every time I try to change, it's gas to a flame
      Am
I get on a rollercoaster and don't even buckle up
      C
Every time I get love I feel the need to fuck it up
  D
I do it every time with no hesitation
             C
I don't know why but I'm in love with self-deprecation
 
[Chorus]
 
Am                            C
One thing I know it's so hard letting go
           D
I hold on (I hold on)
        C              G
To what kills me baby (kills me baby)
Am                         C
Sometimes I know I'd be better alone
             D
I'm so cold (I'm so cold)
       C                       G
I been damaged baby (damaged baby)
Am                     C
I don't love you baby, that was the pill talking
D              G       C                G
I been running lately, avoiding my real problems
 
[Bridge]
 
Em                                 F
There's something else that I feel in my soul
            Am                     G
For so long I know my heart has froze
Em                         F
Just how it goes, it's the highs and the lows
       Am              Am
This I know, this I know......
 
[Chorus]
 
Am                            C
One thing I know it's so hard letting go
           D
I hold on (I hold on)
        C              G
To what kills me baby (kills me baby)
Am                         C
Sometimes I know I'd be better alone
             D
I'm so cold (I'm so cold)
       C
I been damaged baby (damaged baby)
Am                     C
I don't love you baby, that was the pill talking
D                         C
I've been running lately, avoiding
N.C.
My real problems




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